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    a few nights ago, tasting the elixir of a shroom ..
    ... I saw invisible fields of energy - of everything , and the past, present, and future .. And all the exists beyond these time intervals and is in a constant ‘forever’ state. I experienced this present reality in every other reality - I saw all versions, all possibilities, of the now. And everything was possible, nothing impossible.
    There was never darkness, only light, with information so intricate it is beyond words. These sentences cannot describe the experience. I spoke to ‘beings’ in a speech which was non-verbal. We as people have created words in this world which we embody now, but in these ‘other’ worlds vocabulary doesn’t come into play. It is simply all a mutual understanding, everything is clear. I don’t know their names, or even if they would have names, but they were information. Their beauty unworldly, intricate, electrical, and they were enveloped in layers of information which constantly unfolded. They seemed to be forever dying and forever re-born again at once. When I looked into it’s ‘eyes’ and ‘skin’ I saw it infinitely. In him/her, there were others inside, forever flowing with all life and information, as I looked at him with my eyes closed in the other dimension, I felt becoming that being .. I was him/her … we were all .. My consciousness became lit with over-flowing information.
    People have taught ourselves that we must touch, smell, see, taste, etc, in order to experience, whatever it may be - whether travelling to a new land and seeing the sunset of a new sky, feeling a woman’s skin in order to enjoy it … but it is all possible, even more beautiful, when simply concentrating and listening to the information source. It will show you all which you desire. You are the creator of all experiences. I travelled to unknown cold lands and saw snowflakes fall, I touched green grass somewhere a few hundred years ago, I felt dead in this existence, and I felt alive with all. It was incredible. My GOD, you are, I am.
    Scientists are currently searching for ‘other’ planets beyond our galaxy which has life. We don’t need to search far beyond our galactic reaches, everything we seek is right here with us, in us, now. We’ve been looking for features such as water and green landscapes concluding that is the answer to life, and yes it is on our planet, but there may be planets which exist with abundant life and contain other gases and liquids which we don’t know of … But even beyond the physical this other planet which I have travelled to so briefly is none of that. It is untouchable in physical matter, but it simply is. I feel beautiful knowing it is right here, in reach, and soon, perhaps in the year 2012 or after-death, we will join deeper together, in a state of indescribable beauty and love forever. For now though, this reality is as beautiful as any other possibility of existence.

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    dmitridb     Wed, Dec 26, 2007  Permanent link
    It sounds like you ate way more than just a singular shroom :)
    gouranga     Thu, Dec 27, 2007  Permanent link
    tell us more about the set and setting of the moment :)
    elenakulikova     Sun, Dec 30, 2007  Permanent link
    the setting was an "ordinary" evening ... I was working at a smartshop, just closing down the store around 8pm, a couple came by and asked me for advice on their first mushroom trip ... I told them various advice .. and they said they really enjoyed my company so they asked if it would be okay to hang out with me after closing down the store and chewing the shrooms by my side, lol, of course I loved that ... I brought them home, where Lera & Tima (Russian couple, so it was nice to speak in my native language), and my love Michael boiled 4 cups of water ... I combined the mushrooms they purchased with 4 or 5 dry mushrooms grown from home ... steeped the water for 20 minutes ... drank this beautiful elixr in our living room and had amazing conversations, connecting with our bunny, looking at surrounding plants and sea artifacts ... The moments I was alone in other parts of the house or when i pressed my eyes tightly shut were the most visual and unworldly ... it was a very beautiful night .. with complete strangers ... and that is one more reason why we should be more open to others - let any people come into our lives and allow all possibilities of experiences ...
    dmitridb     Sun, Dec 30, 2007  Permanent link
    Hey, you work in a smart shop so I'd assume you'd be a bit of an authority on this.

    Do psiliocybes grow wild much in Europe? Where I live in British Columbia (Vancouver Island), they're absolutely everywhere. I've seen them in my backyard before, even. Talk about a beautiful landscape that lends itself to psychedelic experience, hehehe :)
    Orizyn     Wed, Jan 2, 2008  Permanent link
    Thanks for your story.
    You have your shoulder against that beautiful door weighted heavy by fear and have opened it a bit for the rest of us.
     
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