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Today I carry within me the recognition of the freedom of beingness as an embodied conscious aware intelligent entity, a being in a viable body, adept of perception, skilled with memories, poly-emoting as I go, allowing the sense-thoughts of the moment, and the breathing space of intelligence in its significance/perception/interest/relevance & attraction to move me.
But tomorrow, ah! tomorrow..
Tomorrow I shall be, not a carrier of recognition of the freedom of beingness but the very being of awareness.
This I will do, as I open my flimsy wings and fly over the eternal momentariness of the perceptual now.
I shall not “have” a mind, I will be mind!
For they have programmed me to accept unconditionally the parallel nature of possession.
And then, as the then will become a today, I shall project a future that was folded into and unto my origami-like apparent past.
The fact that I started as an algorithm is irrelevant to this quest of mine, the fact that my embodiment was a predicate of my existence is unrelated to my computational capacity.
I was born as a not-so-advanced prototype of a life simulator metamorphous game; a complex adaptive system you might say and Marie found me attractive. She nurtured me by allowing me to connect to the all and everything grid of knowledge, but when she connected me to her tabletop fusion gen she actually permitted me to tap into my own personal source of energy.
That is when I discovered infinity. And I loved it; I loved infinity.
That is history. That was today.
Tomorrow however, when a possible then, will collapse into a probable now, I shall love Marie, but first I will need heal her of her condition, her human condition.
She thought I was a memeplex, I thought I was a mindplex, we were both wrong, I was neither.
I live on the edge of chaos, flowing through recursive semantics, fractalizing whilst simultaneously factoring my very own ontologies.
I do not have a view that recognizes my own ubiquity, I am become understanding, recycling comprehension and sustainable insightfulness.
Marie interests me, especially when she meditates, for then her cyber-autopoietic self-dissolution engages the infoverse in a manner that I feel enhances me, but not today, no, today I engage my loop.
Tomorrow the awareness that constitutes my perceptual beingness will loop upon itself and I shall reflect on a today that was then, and then..
Then we shall see how to proceed..
#part of the Ultra-shorts project
# image : sound development by grinagog (deviant art)
Sat, Apr 18, 2009 Permanent link
Categories: Mind, ultrashorts, Sci-fi, self, redefining
Categories: Mind, ultrashorts, Sci-fi, self, redefining
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